p/s: "ok ok..i akan update ok?" :)

Dgn nama Allah..
Syukur atas nikmat yg Allah beri selama ini.. Terlalu banyak, yang di mana banyaknya diluar jangkaan manusia untuk memikirkan. Tapi..berapa ramai yg betul2 bersyukur atas nikmat Allah itu..? Nau'zubillahi min zalik..

Entry yg baru ni, ade 3 perkara yg akan kite kongsi.. Kalau panjang sgt nak bace, bace ikut part n lain2 kali klik lagi link blog kite utk continue bace ye ;)

p/s: kite itu saye :D

PART 1 : 1431H

Alhamdulillah.. Sekarang dh masuk tahun baru, tahun 1431H. Sudah berapa tahun lamanya Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. meninggalkan kita secara zahirnya, tapi tidak secara batin.
Mathama Gandhi kata, Nabi Muhammad s.a.w mgunakan teknik yg paling berkesan utk menang.. Bukan dgn cara peperangan, tapi dgn cara menjadi contoh terbaik dlm semua perkara lalu meninggalkan kesan dalam hati manusia hingga ke akhirnya..
Allah, moga Islam tetap menjadi pilihan hidup hati2 kami semua.. Aamin.

Bile 1431H, itu bermakna i am now 21 years old.. First thing yg terfikir, "wah, dh boleh daftar ngundi.. Oh cepatla PRU~ Hee"

Sepanjang umur kite 20tahun, there are so so so so so many things happened to me. Terlalu byk, dan kjadian2 itu juge byk mengubah diri kite..
AikolFest.. Lawsoc 09/10.. Programmes.. Being a 2nd year student.. dia, dan etc.

Ada perkara yg kite akan cuba utk ingt selamanya.. Dan ade perkara yg mungkin patut utk kite lupakan..

Overall, being 20 is a honey memory for me..
And now, i have to move on and be a 21-year-old muslimah..

(they said: Safra, cepatlah matang.. And i answered: Eh kite dh matang la ni! =P)

Utk Mak Ayah dan family yg Ya sgt sgt syg.. Terima kaseh dan maaf-atas segalanya..
Allah, satukanlah hati2 kami, dengan kasih dan sayangMu ya Rahim.. Aamin.

Utk dia, kte akan tunggu smpi kmu umur 25tahun sbb itu umur sunnah Nabi s.a.w.,..

"Allah, moga hidup dan mati kami dalam agamaMu.."

PART 2 : LAWSOC 09/10

Allahuakbar..
Sebut saja, dh terasa tanggungjawabnye..

Jika diingatkan semula 2hari utk nomination.. Mase itu rasa mcm taknak jumpe sape2 di AIKOL.. Persoalan yg diberi, "Safra, dah ambil form?", "Safra, kenapa tak ambil form lagi?" sgt sgt menyakitkan..

Tak pernah terlintas pun di hati utk jadi part of the Excos krn niat di hati, allahu'alam, hanya utk bekerja utk Da'wah and Tarbiyyah..

Tapi Allah lagi tahu.. Jalan yg dilalui spt sgt2 dibuka utk kite mengisi form pencalonan..
Alhamdulillah, jln dipermudahkan.. Istikharah insyaAllah dijawab.. Seconder dan nominators sedia membantu.. Keluarga mberi sokongan.. Kwn2 mberi semangat..

Dan akhirnya, i am the Chairperson for Welfare Secretariat, LAWSOC 09/10..

To my Family, Ya harap ini mgembirakan makayah dll.. (Abg n kakNis, nk jadi SRC mcm uol i tak dpt la..hehe)
utk Arasy, tksh.. wpun just few words.. Deeply, i apreaciate it so much!
To my ONLY nominator, senior Raden, tksh sgt2 (^_^).. Kite akan ingt Raden tolong kite ni smpi bile2 insyaAllah..
To my seconders, senior Aiman n Kak Ude, tksh juge.. Thanks juge sbb slu ingtkan kite ttg tgjwb-direct or indirect..
To kwn2 Af i.e. Imran, kak Shazreen, Sabrani, kak Marzila, Ku Afif, Uzair, kak Diana etc.. Tksh utk kate2 semangat dan usikan korg.. hehe
To Farah, thanks for always be beside me.. Kmu antara org yg mnyebabkan kite isi form tu.. ;)
Utk kwn2 lain, thanks.. i apreaciate ur inspire words..

Utk dia, sincerely, i still need ur suport.. Wpun phaps initially u prefer i am not like wat i am now, tp i kno u r proud with who i am now ;)
 and i believe, u will ALWAYS be around when i need someone's help..

"Allah, ujilah hamba sekadar kmampuan hamba dlm mnempuhi jalan ini, bekerja utk agamaMu.."

PART 3 : AIKOLFest '09, Farah, dan dia..

Kwn2 Af; Imran, kak Shazreen, Arasy, Khairun, Farhan, kak Chik, kak Ude, Farhan Yamin.. Radin, Mus, kak Diana, 'Uzair, kak Najmul, Sufi.. Naguib, kak Bada, kak Syakirah, Tengku Haris, Abd Rahman, Maryam, Sabrani, kak Marzila, kak Siti.. Fadzli, Ku Afif, Usaid, and Saleha..
tahu tak.. kite sgt2 nak bawak korg sume dtg kelantan, jumpe makayah kite, satu hari nanti.. Nti kita plan cuti2 kat Kelantan tau! Mesti best~
*yg brothers boleh la tido rumah Mus.. Dekat sgt dg dgn rumah kite :D hehe

Farah, thanks jd kwn kite :D

utk kmu, kite yakin dgn aturan Allah..
There are still time..and, i'll always be here, waiting,
JUST until the right time..

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"Sesungguhnya apa yang dijanjikan Allah itu akan tiba

dan kamu tidak akan mampu mengubahnya.."

Al-An'am:134

clause

there are so many current issues,
and I feel like to share my thoughts
but this blog is 'kata-kata hati',
where definitely and obviously..
my thoughts come from the mind, not from the heart..

Sorry for the viewers sbb this blog is not discussing on current issues..

But still we can discuss about them, face-to-face ;)

if tomorrow never comes..

Singer: Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

^^Love at first sight is your style. You are not fussy about who you fall for, and often there seems to be no rational reason for you deciding to love someone, it just happens and you'll follow your heart. When you do fall for someone, you fall completely. Your love is somewhat child-like, or what people like to call "puppy love". While following your heart is important, you should also remember to use your head occasionally.

^^Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.

^^You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

^^You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.

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~only ALLAH knows about this~

di Rumah :D

SubhanAllah

Alhamdulillah

Allahuakbar

~jom jom sementara di rumah, kita byk2 kan zikir~

p/s: nanti kat UIA byk dugaan ;p

mood dan lagu :)

hold dulu the should-be-feeling at least smpi hbs final :D

[ but now the should-be-feeling seems to come slowly.. oh tidaakkk.. :( ]

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^sgt suke lagu Kelly Clarkson: Already Gone^

~I want you to know..it doesn't matter
Where we take this road..
Someone's gotta go..
And I want you to know..
You couldn't have loved me better..
But I want you to move on..
So I'm already gone..~

^Suke juge lagu: Down^

~So baby don't worry, you are my only..
You won't be lonely,
even if the sky is falling down..
You'll be my only,
no need to worry..
Baby are you down down down down down?~

^Suke juge: You Belong with Me..
dan lain lain lagi :D ^

*Bila mula je minggu exam.. Mesti i will do something which i wont do pada hr2 biasa.. Selain dr dgr lagu2 dgn byknye, i went out with kak uda! Hoho.. Dh lame kenal, baru sekali kuar bersama =) At least jauh sikit dr JJ Wangsa Maju, Ampang Park..hehe

*Btw to my senior, tksh ajak study pukul3.. Kte admit, kmu mmg sgt berdisiplin :D
To my senior juge, tksh concern when i kno abt that..

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zikr =)

"Sesungguhnya dengan mengingati Allah itu jiwa kan menjadi tenang.."~

Ini ayat Allah.. Yang sudah pasti segalanya benar. So let us do it more often and insyaAllah we'll feel the 'tatmainna'.. Aamin.

*Ini ialah kisah zikir para Malaikat yang mengelilingi 'Arasy..

1. Selepas Allah menciptakan 'Arasy, para Malaikat diperintahkan untuk menjunjung 'Arays itu dan mengelilinginya. Sungguh 'Arasy itu berat, maka Allah mengajar para Malaikat utk bertasbih "SubhanaAllah". Dengan bertasbih, 'Arasy itu dirasakan ringan.. Jadi berzikrlah para Malaikat dengan tasbih SubhanaAllah..

Para Malaikat bertasbih sehinggalah

2. Nabi Adam bersin dengan takdir Allah. Lalu Allah mengajar Nabi Adam a.s. untuk mengucapkan "Alhamdulillah" dan Allah menjawab "yarhamkaAllah..". Para Malaikat yang mendengar ucapan Nabi Adam a.s. berasa ia adalah satu ungkapan yang baik.. Maka para Malaikat menyambung zikr mereka menjadi: SubhanaAllah wa alhamdulillah..

Tasbih dan tahmid itu berterusan sehinggalah..

3. Ketika zaman Nabi Nuh a.s. menyebarkan ajaran agama Allah, tentangan yang dihadapi sangat kuat. Bahkan, pengikut nabi Nuh a.s tidak sampai 100 org.. Lalu Nabi Nuh a.s. mengajar umaty ikutannya bertahlil "La ilaha illa Allah" untuk menambah semangat mereka. Para Malaikat menganggap ia satu ungkapan yang baik dan menjadikan ia zebagai zikr mereka yang mengelilingi 'Arasy, menjadi: SubhanaAllah wa alhamdulillah wa la ilaha illa Allah..

Zikr itu berterusan, sehingga

4. Ketika Allah menggantikan kibas utk sembelihan Nabi Ibrahim kekasih Allah, nabi Ibrahim bertakbir, "Allahuakbar".. (Takbir Nabi Ibrahim ini jugalah yang menjadi ikutan kita zaman sekarang ketika takbir raya.) Malaikat mendengar takbir Nabi Ibrahim lalu menyambungkan takbir itu pada zikr mereka, menjadi: SubhanaAllah wa alhamdulillah wa la ilaha illa Allahu Allahu akbar.

Kisah2 ini diceritakan oleh Malaikat Jibril kepada Rasulullah s.a.w. kekasih Allah. Sebaik sahaja kisah ini disampaikan, Rasulullah s.a.w menjawab, "La haula wa la quwwata illa billahi 'aliy al'azim..". Malaikat Jibril yang mendengar ungkapan ini merasakan ia juga satu ungkapan yang baik lalu ditambah pada zikr para Malaikat, menjadi: SubhanaAllah wa alhamdulillah wa la ilaha illa Allahu Allahu akbar wa la haula quwwata illa billahi 'aliy al'azim..

Jadi my dear friends, jom kite sokmo2 berzikr dan menghayati zikr yg dibaca! =)

*Kisah ini diperingatkan oleh Dr. Hisham.. He did tell us bfo he ends our lecture. Masa tu, rasa sgt malu dgn Allah sbb kisah ini pernah satu ketika dahulu sgt2 dipegang oleh kite tp manusia mmg mudah lupa..
Tkaseh pada dr.Hisham dan Allah yang plg mampu membalas nasihat ini.. insyaAllah.

biarkan ia hujan~

i got the answer ;)

kak Ili Rahilah said:
See how it goes..

Farah Waheedah said:
dptkan kepastian (oh tiada makna sudahh..~)

I really curious what will be the ending~
(eh, bila cerita ini nak habis,
dan bila pelakon2 ini nak berhenti berdrama?)

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Oh diriku seperti terkena tempias kak Ude yg sudah berkahwin~ haha
my answer will be: eh kite baru 2nd year..
but then, the best example is by my side: eh kak nik tu 2nd year ape? haha

Ok2 it cant be the best answer..
so i would say: Ish kite baru 20.. lambat lagi.. Nk fikir pun tak layak lagi..
then he/she said: Eh dah kena start fikir dh ni.. (huh?)

But i got the answer from *Mdm Ramizah ( Mdm tanye kite then mdm sendiri jawab..)
"Eh Safra ni lambat lagi ni.. Dia ni jenis carrier minded.. Tak fikir lagi pasal2 ni.."
Oh bahagia~ Thanks Mdm sbb memahami~ (wpun rasenye tak la carrier minded sgt.. huhu)

*Dr.Iqbal pula mberi nasihat.. Btw the story before his marriage is quite cute ;)

*Kite and kak Ude pergi jumpe few lects utk bgtahu kak Uda dh kahwin dan utk mberi ole2 dr Kelantan..
p/s: For those my seleceted friend yg dpt ole2 dr Kelantan tu.. Honestly, u are selected! :D

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Mase 1st day di AIKOL after raya, Farah dgr: "I saw and i feel.. sad"
Mase 4th day di Cafe Ameenah after raya, kak Ude dgr: "Kite sgt2 geram!"
Mase 7th day di bilik,after raya, kak Chik dgr: "Ah tidak tidak..!"

And today:
Biarkan ia hujan wpun matahari tetap ditunggu~
Biarkan dia dan dia dan dia berdrama and just see how it goes..
I wont ask for the certainty because i prefer to be in the state of uncertainty..

And again, biarkan ia hujan....dan matahari yang ditunggu tetap akan terbit :)

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Ni post kurang dewasa.. nanti kite cube buat entry yg lebih dewasa.. (wpun ada yg kate, saye tidak dewasa.)

i know if Raden, Farah bace they wont understand.. sbb Raden terutamanya dan Farah tak faham ayat2 tersirat..hehe.
But if kak Ude, akan =) klu kak chik kak Lang bace.. erm..pun takkan faham sgt..

Dan, klu (kalau je laa...) dia bace, pasti pasti dia takkan faham!